Author: Clara
Unemployed in Summertime, a poem by me ❤️
The days stretch longer than they should.
Sunlight sits on the floor like it pays rent here.
and I don’t.
No alarm.
No reason to pretend the morning matters.
Just the slow slide from one empty hour into the next while the rest of the world keeps its appointments.
I watch the light move across the wall like it’s looking for someone else.
The fridge hums.
The phone stays quiet.
Outside, people walk like they have somewhere to be.
Summer used to mean possibility.
Now it just means more time to notice how little is actually happening.
Another long day with nothing to show for it except the heat and the quiet.
Been gangstalked for over 6 years now. Here’s some tips for anyone new. 1) The initial period when you suddenly start hearing voices and having people follow you around and harass you causes your entire worldview to shatter. You’re bewildered, and confused. DO NOT react. Vent your frustration and anger and sadness into healthy things like listening to music etc. They WANT you to do something crazy. They want you to commit crimes or make yourself out to be loony. Do not give them that. They’ll try pushing you into a psych ward for “schizophrenia” to discredit you. It’s imperative that you do not give them that victory over you. 2) Why is this being done to us? MKULTRA came to light in the 70’s and NO ONE was held responsible for it, and no one went to prison for it. This program never stopped. It continued. Welcome to reality. Your country is no better than communist China. It just wears the veneer of being just better. It propagandizes it’s citizens just as well too. NO ONE will help us. The upper echelons of society is filled to the brim with sociopaths and psychopaths. And your neighbor is happy to help torture you for a mere pittance of money because they’re easily manipulated. You must accept this. 3) It now has become necessary to learn things that normal people will never learn in their lives, just to defend yourself from the harassment and torture. If your thoughts and emotions can… Read more »
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Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is diagnosed using the DSM-5-TR, which requires a pervasive pattern of emptiness, fear of abandonment, and manipulative behaviour beginning by early adulthood. A healthcare provider must identify five or more of the following nine specific criteria in a patient. Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment (excluding suicidal/self-mutilating behavior).
Unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation.
Identity disturbance manifested by a markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self.
Impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating).
Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, threats, or self-mutilating behavior.
Affective instability due to marked reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety lasting a few hours to a few days).
Chronic feelings of emptiness.
Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights).
Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) is diagnosed using the DSM-5-TR, which requires a pervasive pattern of grandiosity, need for admiration, and lack of empathy beginning by early adulthood. A healthcare provider must identify five or more of the following nine specific criteria in a patient.
Grandiose Sense of Self-Importance: Exaggerating achievements and talents, expecting to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements.
Preoccupation with Fantasies: Being obsessed with unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love.
Belief in Being “Special”: Thinking one is unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people.
Need for Excessive Admiration: Requiring constant, unwarranted admiration and validation from others.
Sense of Entitlement: Holding unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with one’s expectations.
Interpersonally Exploitative: Taking advantage of others to achieve personal ends.
Lack of Empathy: Being unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others.
Envy: Being often envious of others or believing that others are envious of them.
Arrogant Behaviors: Displaying haughty, rude, or disdainful attitudes and behaviors.
Individuals may present as either grandiose (outwardly confident, dominant) or vulnerable (shy, hypersensitive to criticism, and internally insecure)
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