Author: Fidelio
I wanna hang myself so badly tonight but same time I’m a massive pussy the death drop sounds too painful if done wrong and I’ve seen so many suicide hanging videos and they are always horrific with their bodies flapping around in desperation but fuck my life is and has been stuck in a prophecy of misery.
A single belt could end this existance but I can’t do it I don’t know if I want to do it or something else everything is too confusing in my mind but I just want the pain to stop.
Similar to a comment on here, if the thought of ending it all is scary, it shows that you still have that will to live. Find that will, and hold onto it.
Perhaps try some coping mechanisms. What are your hobbies? What are things you are passionate about? It may be hard to figure that out, but everyone has something they are passionate about.
Along with the coping mechanisms, maybe look into mental health walk-ins around your area. Usually free and they can give better advice on how to cope with these thoughts.
Getting help from professionals is better than some disturbing movie websites. You’ll pull through. I know you can :)) you got this, and there are many people in your life who have your back.
Honestly I can’t even blame you with how the world is right now but my curiosity keeps me going. I want to know what the future brings.
EUM isn’t a suicide prevention website. It’s a disturbing movies website. Get lost if you don’t want to talk about movies.
why kill yourself? we’re all gonna die anyways.
https://988lifeline.org/
don’t do it, at least not right now. it’s an important decision, and you have to make it without letting your emotions get in the way.
If you’re not fully committed to the idea, then you don’t really want to kill yourself. You’d probably regret it like the people in those videos. Killing yourself is always gonna be an option either way, so I’d advise you to keep delaying it.