Author: Anonymous
My life was amazing before I had kids. I always wanted kids, but I’ll be honest, I was never prepared for a disabled one. And just to my luck, my kid comes out disabled. There was tests ran whilst I was pregnant to see if there was any possibility of the child being disabled, but it showed nothing.
It’s been five years and all day, all my child does is cry, scream, and hit me. Dad barely does anything and is usually elsewhere, I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s cheating.
I also have another disabled child. I get through the days by drinking 10 energy drinks everyday and eating shit food. I always wanted to be the type of parent that was perfect. I wanted to give my children perfect nutrition/food, a perfect environment, perfect everything. But they just happened to both be disabled. I still try my best to push through, but I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to push through and do well for my kids. I can’t even imagine where we’ll be in 10 years, or even 5 years.
If you’re reading this I’m begging you to consider the possibility of your child being autistic, disabled, whatever. It feels like I’m living in hell and it’s all my fault
give the little critters up for adoption. to love is to let go. don’t burden yourselves with those things.
I hope things get better for you : (
Your children sound just like “Old Mother Fucker” when he/she was a child.