Author: Fidelio
I’m in love with somebody right now that due to certain circumstances can’t be with at all and It feels like a burning hole in my chest. I’d do some stupid things to be able hold them lovingly, kiss them and spend romantic nights together under the summer sunset. I use to be a believer of the Law of Attraction (thoughts and feelings of what you desire coming into your life) but, just like prayers to “god”, nothing ever happens. I feel pathetic feeling genuinely suicidal and depressed over this and worrying about them finding someone else that isn’t me.. The rotten feeling of jealousy can consume me sometimes if I focus on it too much. I want just want somebody to love and love me like any other human being but guess I don’t really deserve it either.. I know you guys are going to call me psychotic and mentally Ill but you’re just stating the obvious at this point. I know very well I am very unwell so yeah, well done detective.
I love you person close to my heart, mind and soul. Sorry for being this way.
In case nobody’s figured it out, the little crybaby jerkoff shitting here and the lists section under the itsjuly name is that sad Old Mfer who’s got a raging boner for Al Pacino when he isn’t dreaming of me doing his fat ass.
My ex was like this towards me. He was an obsessive christian. Thank god I left him. He definitely needed professional help
I’m in the exact same situation except I actually was able to be with this person once, and the reason it ended it was me. I do just want him to be happy but I still wish in my heart I never left and yeah its caused me to be suicidal as well, even though I’m the reason this is happening. I have done this to myself. I wish you well and hope there’s a chance you get with the person you want.
STFU you fucking jerk off