Author: Clara
I’ve been in love three times.
First one left me with a scar I still pick at.
Second one left me with a quiet house and a lot of deleted messages.
Third one is still here and I already know how this ends.
But it’s good.
It’s so fucking good.
Even when it feels like someone’s slowly tightening a wire around your throat and calling it a hug.
I’d rather feel this than feel nothing.
Most of the time.
Boston lyrics ended this mess…
This is so nicely written.. I adore this! : D
I’m going to post more of my poems on here 😊 call me Clara the Poet lol
@Meow Don’t carry over your shitposting from here into the main site.
It’s like ur clinging to love while love is just a moving vehicle. How would u describe “feeling nothing” tho? I m curious.
A slow pan in to the musty bedroom. You can hear moans growing louder and louder. You hear “OMG YES DADDY, GIVE ME THAT DELICIOUS BIG BLACK COCK!” in an ecstatic tone. The camera pans up and you’re met with quite a sight – Admin is getting dicked by a big back cock. But this time he’s not bouncing up and down on it, he’s taking it doggy style. The big black man grunts “TAKE IT WHITE BOY! TAKE MY BIG BLACK COCK THAT YOU’RE OBSESSED WITH!” Admin – the guy you thought seemed normal enough – is obsessed with big black cock? Holy shit! You always got gay gibes but not to- your thinking is interrupted when ANOTHER black man enters the room, “I’m feeling horny, you want a threesome?” Admin IMMEDIATELY moans “YES ZADDY! I WANT IT NOW!” They all smirk and the black man walks up and Admin enthusiastically starts sucking his big black cock whilst also taking one up the ass. He’s in heaven. A few seconds later, they’re both cumming. Admin, who’s known to love BBC cum, immediately swallows it like a good boy. The big black men smirk “you want more?” Admin nods happily “YES! More, NOW!!!” They continue having gay black sex. The camera pans slowly to the side, to the phone on the table. You see a notification from a group chat named “Cole&OMH” sending a message “Hey Admin, why haven’t we had gay sex in a while??? Do you not like… Read more »
So there was this guy that I was really close with, but we never actually dated. His name was Tyrone but he eventually tried to scam me (I think) and he was obsessed with energy drinks. First person I was in love with was awesome sadly they had to move away. I still think about how we could’ve ended up. Second person turned out to actually be a horrible person (REALLY horrible) – very weird dynamic we had Third – a crazy American asian dude who was SUPER CHRISTIAN. Both of us were mentally ill. He was OBSESSED with me and would say things like “if you ever leave me I’ll kill myself with my dad’s gun” but he was a real asshole at times so I just ended up ghosting him. I felt bad for a little while, but I knew he was super narcissistic and overall not the greatest person so I shouldn’t feel too bad. Fourth – By far the quickest relationship I’ve had. This guy was black and would always asked if I “was into black guys” “what features of mine are your favourites” “what pose would you cuddle in” and the cringiest of all “what pose would you have sex in.” I did find him attractive but holy shit his personality was EXTREMELY unappealing and shitty. And after we “broke up” I just happened to randomly find his video on social media a few weeks later and mind you he had like 400 followers so… Read more »
Meow could never write something like this lmfao what a fat useless cum dumpster
“Second one left me with a quiet house and a lot of deleted messages.” The amount of comfort I felt from this…
Well written, but maybe you’re simply a piece of shit no one can stand?
Are you an Old Mfer?
I will fucking shoot myself and complete what someone once tried if that sonuvabitch turns up now.
Are you a poet? this is written beautifullyl