Author: Dawid
Aside from the obvious positives like being able to wag your tail and stuff I wish forming relationships with humans was as easy as forming relationships with dogs. I dislike people quite a lot and this feeling has only been getting more apparent the older I get, I suspect I might be schizoid but I can’t say for sure. Often I find myself regretting how much I’ve isolated myself but when I’m in a public space I realize I hate talking with them, I hate them trying to initiate something with me even online, it’s like I would rather punch them in the face. My dog loves me tho, she could love anyone who would give her food and a roof over her head just as any other dog would, I often hear stories of abused or neglected dogs still loving their owners beyond anything else and I wish humans were the same way, I wish I could give the people I’m attracted to snacks and little gifts and that’s all it would take to be with or at least have sex with them, I wouldn’t need to change.
My boyfriend is a Scitzoid and he has a lot of similar thoughts as you he would rather do everything alone even a lot of things without me which is fine it’s just who he is and he shows love through actions more than words which I have to admit is challenging but whatever why I was incredibly interested in him in the first place with his mysterious lone wolf personality I think lol
Idk about you or if you wanna share it but he would rather jerk off than have sex with others he sees it as a massive chore even with me we only do it couple times a month
I wish I could give you a tasty knuckle sandwich for lunch you little asshole.
Last sentence wasn’t necessary D:
Hmmm what do you think of cats?
Oh I totally agree, dogs are the best. Somehow they’re way easier to communicate with and understand even though they don’t even talk. They’re instinctual, none of this social cues and awkwardness crap.
You had me until the last sentence in which I understood for the first time why you have no friends and are so alone.
Real, I wish I wasn’t isolated so much from my peers at such a young age but I only wanna isolate more now that its all that is comforting for me