Author: Fidelio
My emotional distress tonight is fucking horrendous and I have no where else to put it. I want to grab my kitchen knife and stab myself maybe for attention maybe to end my life for good idk tbh. Either way the amount of suffering is unbearable everything hurts just everything hurts and I don’t want to be alive
cutting myself is not enough. i need to stab myself deep in the guts and twist the knife.
There was one time I wanted to stab myself maybe in the hand or something.