Author: Peanut
Alcohol is such a stupid drug IDK why I drink it sometimes. Yeah the euphoria and forgetting things is nice for a little bit but getting drunk and the inevitability of a hangover ruins it. I hate being drunk so much because of how much it puts me in a vulnerable place. I self sabotage a lot sober and when I drink it makes things a lot more dangerous especially when it comes to having sexual encounters ect.. Sometimes its like I’m asking to get raped which tbh IK is just a psychological side effect of trauma I went through in my life. Hangovers enhance my anxiety by 500% aswell so the next days are usually 24 hours of pure hell especially when my PTSD symptoms decide to attack my ass that day. I can’t even enjoy social drinking anymore because of how alcohol turns me into an insufferable loser that just cant help but rant about my problems and yeah I become a massive liability lol more than I usually am on a daily basis. I always say the most stupid shit drunk and have ruined so many friendships from being a drunken loser. Toilet trips the next day are usually horrific too but I wont get into that.. IDK if I’d call myself an alcoholic but once I get that buzz when I drink I usually cant stop at all and drain my bank account on countless beer cans or bottles of spirits. I get cravings too especially when my mental shit starts to make me feel awful but I have absolutely no desire to drink everyday (thank god) I really pray for all the people in the world who drink every single day and can’t function without alcohol like it sounds like a living hell especially when alcohol withdrawal exists and can kill someone if they suddenly stop drinking. Its a horrible situation to be in to have to decide to face your demons and get sober or slowly kill yourself.. seen a lot of people here who have problems with drinking and I truly hope you all find happiness one day without this evil drug <3 god my dopamine levels are so fucked I really need to detox from everything unhealthy but its so hard 🙁
I hope the same too..
I agree, drinking will get u raped lol.
Fuck you Me-ow I hope you die-eye
Ha – ha – ha – ha – ha-ha-ha-ha- ha – ha
…inevitability of a hangover….
I don`t think that is true. I was drinking heavy for decades with no hangovers. It was when my body got old and unfit that I started to suffer. Even then I had to go on a massive all night session to get ill.
Seen it ruin too much people in my life, someone I know is drunk every single day, I mean literally EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! It’s kinda sad to watch but I’ve also gotten used to it. My favourite part is actually the hangover I like feeling ill. I’ve always been a heavyweight I even tried alcohol for the first time at 14 and even then 40% alcohol didn’t get me drunk I think most of it was placebo… If I was a lightweight I’d by far drink more. I still sometimes get drunk to cope with meeting people I dislike or get nervous around though. Otherwise I never drink