Author: BOOZE BABY
Hey yeah so been sober 6 days MASSIVE thing for me but shit come up and I want to drink I don’t give a fuck I just want to drink and its really stressing me out 🙁 I’ve done everything all day to try and get these cravings to fuck off but holy shit its been impossible IDK why I cant be a normal person and cope with life anymore without substances pray for me ya’ll
if anyone is a recovering drunk lmk how you did it thx buy PLEASE dont mention god or the power of prayer
Good luck on your journey : D
I suggest you try lsd
Food.
Hear me out. 6 years ago I was drinking straight vodka every 3-5 hours every single day. I was depressed and borderline suicidal after the death of a certain someone. My favourite part was actually the hangovers. When I was drunk I wasn’t entirely distracted. But having a hangover meant I was more focused on the fact I was vomiting and felt like shit.
I slowly started feeling more and more pathetic. I actually tried slashing my throat but it was barely even a cut. After that, I knew I had to get my shit together. So one day I decided to try and stop drinking. But nothing worked until I became addicted to something else. Food. I obsessively read and bought cooking books and food was all I could think about. I tried not to overeat but I gained quite a bit of weight. But I atleast wasn’t an alcoholic anymore.
AA helped me and I have no clue how. I didn’t believe in their religious/spiritual bullshit it was the one step I had to skip multiple times.. Like Pyre said I think it was the solidarity in other people who struggled the same that helped me the most but probably because I was self isolating myself and very lonely lol. It’s a big rule in AA not to promote at all but if you want to see if its for you go for it! I made so many friends when I felt like an alien to other people.
Sorry for not being able to explain stuff well I get anxious posting here and English isn’t my first language >.<
Support and talking to another human who had similar struggles helped me even with my stubborn paranoid schizoid ass. Keyword though, HAD. I made friends with a guy online who is completely opposite to me but probably one of the bestest friends I have ever had and helped me stopped drinking. Talking to somebody who is in current addiction howeve, is counterproductive and you two will unconsciously enable each other or even worse create this abusive trauma bond. So yeah try that I guess?
Admin about to relapse on cock