Author: slutfacee
Ever since i have an ed and ive reached a weight where i could see my hip bones ive been so obsessed with them, not jut hip boness but bones in general. last week i was very very drunk with my friends and one of them laid on the ground and i kept on touching his hip bones…
plz dont tell me its just me
When I was 9-12 I had binge eating disorder. I mean I’d literally eat like two whole fucking packs of 12x KitKats in 10 minutes. My parent was definitely enabling me like CRAZY and looking back it kinda pisses me off. Then at like 12-13 I cycled through bulimia, anorexia, and binge eating. I lost 21kg in two months so although it was unhealthy it actually got me to a healthy weight. Anyway not gonna go into all the side effects.
What made me “recover” wasn’t a therapist or anyone else, it was realising my eating disorder is actually pathetic. I realised I’m refusing to eat when there’s people out there with no access to food… Then I realised some of my enemies would love to see me like this and I was like oh shit. I realised I can’t just spend more years crying over FUCKING calories. Because if you think about it, it is kinda pathetic, but say that anywhere and oh gosh they’ll stone you to death lol. So then I kinda just stopped?
Also I don’t care if you insult me for this, I know most of you have zero trauma so shut the fuck up.
js eat