Author: hikikomoricide
It was my 18 birthday a few weeks ago, and I wished for you to come back.
God, I missed you.. Your fair skin to go along perfectly with those blue eyes.
Don’t even get me started on your hair, it reminds me of a field of wheat where the Heavens and earth meet.
Each strand being hit by the sun perfectly. Every night I replayed your voice in my head and as I turned to the side to my pillow I imagined your eyes looking back into mine.
Only a few weeks ago you seemed completely out of my reach, I had considered dropping gifts by your door these last gruelling months.
Alas, I didn’t want to haunt you with the memory of me.
I wish I was able to truly put it into words, but only God knows how much you mean to me.
I worship you, I cant even remember life before I met you because before I knew of your existence I wasn’t truly living.
I truly believe I walk this Earth for you, I want to be molded to be everything you’ve ever wanted.
I loved being miserable, I’d go out of my way to harm myself both psychically and mentally.
Not even a near death experience made me want to be hopeful or try to be better for the sake of others.
Not even my family or people I’ve known for years.
I wanted to sleep forever and rot into the Earth until my existence was completely wiped.
But you make me want to get up in the morning I look forward to knowing we share the same sky, that’s all I need..
I swear you’re an angel P.
To the idiots bitching about – ooh ooh why are you allowing under-18s to access this site. Firstly, how do you prove anyone who writes anything here isn’t larping. And if they’re not, how exactly do your dumbasses plan on gatekeeping this place for 18+ WITHOUT collecting any info? I store none of your info in cleartext apart from your emails which are anyway mostly fake shit. Do you really feel happy about a “Are you 18+” button? That’s one of the stupidest and most hypocritical inventions on the internet lol. So you feel safe when kids use Insta, Tiktok or FB because Zuck is a billionaire? Those are the biggest grooming grounds on the internet. The number of kids that have been turned into camgirls there would shock you if you got off your dumb ass for a moment. Look up the scandal of cp ads on meta products, the deliberate manipulation of the algo so that kids are encouraged to be more brazen and promiscuous just so their views multiply. I do my best to prevent doxxing or anyone’s (regardless of age) irl info being shared here. I will do my best to prevent anyone from being groomed or solicited here. That’s where my responsibility ends given the very limited info I collect or know about users here. If some kid is visiting this place, maybe their parents should be more vigilant. And honestly, the internet is open to anyone. Kids will go anywhere and find shit if… Read more »
blue eyed people are pretty ugly
Admin is a fucking pervert allowing below 18 years old this site take some responsibility for your site retard
“I swear you’re an angel P” does that stand for Penis, Private Parts, or PP? Why would you write all that about that about a penis?