Molly Made Me God

Author: larpmaster

I was on a 3 day bender and it sent me manic for about 3 weeks. I genuinely believed I was god. Like actually God stuck in a human body. One sentence just looped in my head nonstop: “We are all born into a programming. You can untie the knot but the thread itself is the crux of the matter.” I wrote it down on my notes app alongside some other nonsense. apparently i started believing I could pull threads in reality, I wrote something about untying people’s karma ? Kept railing ketamine on top cos I believed each line was gonna be the final breakthrough where I’d fully detach and go back to my real form, and I’d just sit there whispering to myself “I am the source code” while convinced the walls were pulsing with my heartbeat.barely slept, wasn’t eating, left a load of proper unhinged voice notes explaining how I created suffering cos my code was corrupted and I was ending it now