Author: Alcoholic
Im gonna kill myself tonight again very drunk and an alcoholic. Admin has been getting rid of my drunk posts which tbh yeah I get it just same shit but nah tonight I’ve got a spot to hang myself to get out of this horrid life. I can’t live like this anymore recovery is just too difficult especially in a country where your medical system is a robotic system I’m fucking out
Is anyone else worried about Alcoholic? They seemed troubled. Only Admin can reach out to Alcoholic. Really hoping Alcoholic is ok. Anyways Admin probably won’t even post this so if Admin you see this pls can you reach out to Alcoholic through their email and see if they’re okay? Unfortunately I think the worst is probably what’s happened sadly.
OMH IS DAVID PATON – WAIT FOR MY POST TO COME OUT FOR PROOF HAHAHAHA 🫵
Since you folks at EUM are so curious about me I figure that I’ll tell you a little bit about my background.
I used to be the bassist in a well known band in the 70’s. We had 3 hit singles, all of which you have heard numerous times. My future wife was our manager’s sister. You don’t go from pizza delivery boy to superstardom – you need a money man. Our manager was super well off and he came from a really wealthy family. He believed in our band and sunk a lot of cash in to getting us in to the press and on the radio. Our manager and I became really close friends and he introduced me to his sister, who I fell in love with and eventually married. Since then I have performed on stage and in the studio with several well known musicians. Due to an injury I was unable to perform as a musician any longer. I do work in music production but it’s more or less just a hobby now. Several well know musicians still pop by my house to hang out and say hello. My wife is still somewhat active in managing bands and whatnot but for the most part we are both free to go on vacations, watch thousands of movies and pretty much do whatever we want to do.
Hey Alcoholic – did you off yourself last night? Blink once for yes and blink twice for no.
5 movies you need to watch before you die that are not on EUM:
1. “The Texas Chainsaw Massacre” (1974) A family of goons want to turn tweens in to bar-b-que food.
2. “The Deeper You Dig” (2019) A drunk driver kills a 14 year old girl and is haunted by her ghost.
3. “The Gift” (2015) A bully gets his just desserts for ruining someone’s life.
4. “Kill By Inches” (1999) A tailor loses his marbles and becomes a murderer. This is a really weird film.
5. “Surviving: A Family In Crisis” (1985) – A film about suicide and the ramifications that result from suicide. Epic and stunning performance by Ellen Burstyn (Burstyn was Reagan’s Mom in “The Exorcist” (1973)). I’ve seen grown men uncontrollably weep while viewing this film on several occasions. I would say that this is Ellen Burstyn’s best performance in a movie ever.
Bonus film:
6. “The Verdict” (1982) An alcoholic attorney (Paul Newman) decides to try a case to make a moral stand even though the odds of winning the case are slim. If you’ve never seen it you have to see it for the performances by the cast, especially Newman and James Mason.
Double Bonus film:
7 “The Exterminator” (1980) A Vietnam vet is attacked by a gang called the “Ghetto Ghouls” and his Army buddy friend seeks vengeance. A great revenge film.
I really hope Alcoholic is ok… I care about you …
I think that Mr. Admin should put up 3 or 4 really good really fucked up movies tonight. That way Mr. Alcoholic will have to stick around to watch the movies. It will be a win-win for everyone?
so corny
You’re full of it. You’ll put up another cry baby whiny post in a couple of days.
A part of you wants to live. Try to look into what medical services are available in different parts of your country and then decide whether it’s worth it to keep going.
Just make sure you are good and fucked up before you try to hang yourself. You’ll suffer for a while until you finally die. Also keep in mind not to fuck up. There is nothing worse than a suicide chump. If you fuck up you could become a quad with just your brains functioning for the next 50 or 60 years. Plan carefully. It won’t be easy.
Continuation: I have drunk to a point to suffering withdrawals sadly I have to keep drinking to not suffer from these and getting treatment from withdrawal is impossible in my country I really sometimes just want to let to and let a seizure kill me
Don’t do it – I’ve known multiple alcoholics and they’ve almost all recovered (just been left a little messed up ya know)
Have a drink and crash out. I can barely see straight myself right now.