I Want To Die

Author: Loser

I was at a party today after months of isolation and it genuinely felt like I didnt belong there. For the first time ive felt like an autist. I was so introverted and acted like such a weirdo. Its insane. It was horrible i just want to cry and cry.

I wasnt like that before. I would of been partying all day and night not posting on this website. I miss my ex whom motivated me to do everything right for her. I feel broken. Genuinely i feel horrible. I just want to end my life nothing is gonna fix it. I feel so hopeless, it just feels like i was castrated, i dont even recognize myself anymore. I was so quiet during that party and my hand movements were retarded its so embarrassing.

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Nate Higgers
Nate Higgers
July 22, 2026 2:38 am

If you’re white, you can’t kill yourself. It would only bring joy to the malformed hearts of niggers and jews

STFU
STFU
July 21, 2026 12:55 am

pussy

Meow
Meow
July 20, 2026 2:34 pm

No… I know everyone on here is an asshole, but listen to me. You’re amazing and should love yourself. And even if you don’t, keep in mind that I love you. You’re worth it. I love you.

Mr. Sandman
Mr. Sandman
July 20, 2026 2:07 pm

What do you want us to do? Have a fucking pity party for you? Listen up numb nuts. You must be aware that the folks who visit and comment on EUM are not the friendliest bunch of people and it is highly doubtful that any of them are skilled in suicide prevention. If you want a total stranger to try to talk you out of committing sausage call the suicide hotline, don’t ask for help on EUM. You sound like a little whiney fuck and this is like the 3rd or 4th time we’ve had to listen to this shit. Life sucks for everyone. Toughen up buttercup.