Author: Broken
My life is fucking hell. Caused by the government. Im so sick of the control… im so goddamn fucking sick of it. All these stupid fucks like social workers…. cops…. teachers etc… all being paid by our fucking tax dollars and they are goddamn pieces of shit. brain washed sheep.. they make up lies… and when you tell people they hit you with “ohhh nooo they would never do that” yes they goddamn fucking would!!! You reach out for any kind of mental help and it causes more goddamn harm then it does good. Ive recently been betrayed by my own mother and boyfriend…. I have no one left. No friends… no one. I even lost my baby, im not allowed around him at night. I can be here all day but can’t even stay in my own goddamn house at night. and why? because I heard voices and saw shit that wasn’t there one goddamn night after smoking a few puffs of weed. it was triggered by my mothers bullshit and the fucking weed, nurses at the hospital talking shit about me, making fun of me, I left to go home and I smoked a few puffs and boom. fucking full on hallucinations and voices, one night, haven’t saw shit since I smoked the weed and now I cant be around my fucking baby. They say I have postpartum psychosis or fucking depression, which I don’t, it was the goddamn weed. I fucking hate weed now I won’t even look at the smelly shit my boyfriend totally fucking betrays me and runs to the social worker and nurses talking shit I said I felt like killing the nurses and he goes and fucking tells them what I said… fucking backstabber… and now everything is goddamn worse and I can be around the baby at night what so ever. He’s safest with me, not around any of these fucking clowns, im being judged so hard for my mental illness. Fuck them all. Every time I turn around its something new… and no one fucking gets it.
Hey Admin I know you don’t like suggestions but would you ever look into Die Berührte (1981)? its about a woman suffering with schizophrenia and goes off the rails big time its not incredibly fucked up but the mental illness aspect is really fucked up in its own way. It seems like its REALLY hard to find but I hope if you are interested you can work your magic I have been wanting to watch it for years but could never find a torrent for it
What kind of weed did you smoke that caused you hallucinations and where can I get some? Because, I gotta tell ya: I’ve been smoking marijuana for nearly 40 years and I’ve never hallucinated. Ever. And I certainly have never heard voices after smoking. Are sure that weed wasn’t laced with some sort of hallucinogen? Try smoking cleaner weed next time.
I think someone alr made a post on how drugs ruin ur life , is this an extension to it? Lmao .
Anyways, girl their behaviour is natural and ur reaction too , u gotta put up a bit with ur habbits and manipulate shit better . Also u sound a bit too naive .
Just do rehab if u got money and convince the people arround u that u were sorry for being who u are, fucking put up some acting and get this fuckîg baby back , u gotta sack a piece to win another one or the position or the game in whole lol (i LOVE chess).
Plus stop the victimisation i fucking hate it .