Author: hikikomoricide
I genuinely LOVE self mutilation, I love it so much, I love the rush I feel like I get high from it but not like weed if that makes sense.
I get crazy dopamine from it that last way longer than anything and it has a unique sense to it.
I somewhat hate the scars, I don’t like them most of the time and other times I just don’t really care.
I’ve been clean for over a year and I still fantasize about it every day, possibly every hour I’m awake..
The issue: my parents would kick me out if they were to find it. And they can since I’m 18.. I wish I could find a way to hide it. I don’t really like doing my legs it’s NOTHING compared to my arms. Except I can’t receive stitches if I hide it so the scars would definitely be fatter/more raised and or wide.
(I’m not asking for advice although it’s not like I could delete someone’s comment under this if they were to give some 👀👀👀)
Stop Fakin It We Kno Ur Ass 14
If you’re actually homeless admin then I actually have enough money for ya. How does £4000 sound?
Admin when are you gonna approve my post? lol this site is crawling with favoritism and its so clear with how Cassandra always gets the special treatment
Has anyone seen Kamikaze Girls. I haven’t. Started watching it and it seemed like it wasn’t eum-material. Anything effedup about it? Don’t wanna waste my time.
Admin never answered the question about allowing people not 18 but you know LOL those Steve rumors are starting to have some merit to them 🤫
This is genuinely what I am experiencing recently. You have the same situation as me, because most people do it out of other reasons. I relate to you a lot.
Ouchie : <
I never got a rush I only did it to drink the blood
I never get a rush of euphoria from self mutilation unless it’s putting cigarettes out on myself or really really painful. For me its always just been a way of taking out inner anger and frustration in a self punishing way but the pain that lingers after can be comforting for some reason
Plus clean for a year is impressive my most clean* period was i think 2 months and so . But like i tend to do it every week hhahah. And I hate the usage of term clean* it makes it sound like a pathetic lil act , while it’s not cause it brings joy .
Lmao . Dw i’m also barely holding myself . Oh fuck .
Your parents should kick you out because you are 18. Got be an adult.