Nice Feelings

Author: Suzie

Today I was scared lmao. For the first time in a while, I genuinely felt like maybe I was fucked.

It was—I’m not gonna mention if it was work, uni, or somewhere else—but I was in a place, working on something in a closed space. From the slightly opened door, I suddenly saw the presence of the army and police, and I was like, What the fuck?

I turned around and found that everyone was just as surprised as I was, because they weren’t supposed to be there at all, especially at that time.

And of course, my brain started racing. Is there something happening? Is there a criminal? Is there some political shit going on here? Or is it me? Is someone looking for me?

I got scared as fuck, obviously.

Thankfully, when I went outside, you can’t just suddenly hide your face. You’re gonna look suspicious as fuck. So I just acted cool, talked to people, and even looked the police in the eyes, just like everyone else. Everyone was curious, because why the fuck would there be 20+ military and police personnel, actually combined, just hanging around?

Some of them were smoking, some were drinking coffee, and they were going around in groups of two or three, moving in all directions and checking different corners. They stayed there for more than two hours. It was honestly weird as fuck.

I just stayed there on my phone, called an Uber, and went back home.

Sometimes I genuinely thrive on these kinds of entertaining feelings. We never really know what’s going on, and if something actually involves me, then that means the beginning of some kind of adventure, fun, and whatever the fuck comes with it.

I’m 100% sure there’s nothing on me, but you can never completely exclude the possibility that something is going on in a way you didn’t expect, or simply not the way you want it to.

It would’ve been interesting if I had stayed and figured out what the hell brought them there, but I surely don’t want to be the reason they were there lmao.

Anyway, now I’m home and safe. Tomorrow, though, I might have to conduct a whole fucking investigation because I’m genuinely curious about what the hell happened.

So yep. It was fun.

It was nice to feel those kinds of feelings again.