Author: Bone Hilda
I’ve been in love with a dude for about almost 1 in a half years now and its been a nightmare. It’s a very complicated situation and the chances of us getting together is very low but I cant help myself with thinking about him none stop. I think its love? I mean he makes my heart skip a beat when I’m around him and I am very very sexually attracted to him. Most important thing though about him though is he can be abusive especially when he’s drunk. He suffers from multiple mental problems and it sure does come out when he’s been drinking. I think he feels the same but never outright says it lol and his toxicity towards me gets weird like screams at me over thinking I have a boyfriend. Massive red flag I know and I am aware. Even if we did get together he isn’t a guy I should be with at all there is no way in hell I’m going back into an abusive relationship but I cant stop these feeling towards him. I really hoped I would get over this little crush fast but nope like I said hes on my mind 24/7 and I cba/too broke to think about Saskatchewan anytime soon.
So what you’re saying is u recognize that you’re “in love” with someone who is A) Abusive B) doesn’t like you C) angry alcoholic. U might just be fried asfk and my serious concerns stand but hey ! Let’s try and pursue this satan of a man for a romantic relationship and live happily ever after
i was in ur situation too, it really isnt worth it. cut off all contact. if he’s around you then it’s obvious you won’t move on. leave the friendship and do NOT contact him even if your heart hurts. it gets better
Honestly, after a lifetime of study, this is all I know for sure:
1) no one can ever make someone love them when they don’t, and unrequited love sucks shotguns for fun
2) you cannot “fix” or change anyone, except yourself; and even then, it’s really hard fucking work and it can take a long time
And most importantly
3) it’s really hard to kill someone these days and get away with it, even if you claim self defense.
All in all, it’s probably best to just walk away and never look back. Rub one out to him every time you think of him until enough time and distance puts him out of your system. But until then, sending you hugs girl. Sending You Hugs.
He’s not worth it : (
I feel you girl but if he’s abusive not worth it at all and will worsen your life